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{82nd} crooo crooo crooo

2009-11-27T22:44:00.002+08:00

OH GOD. it's been a long time since i wrote something here.

{81st} bestfriend

2009-09-01T21:22:00.004+08:00

First, to make things clear, I dont have a bestfriend. I used to, but i already changed the way i look at the term "bestfriend".

I had many "bestfriends" before :)) hahaha I can't even remember my childhood bestfriends cause they're so many. When we were in 6th grade, Jona and Jaja were my best friends. But after that, I had less time to talk and bond with them so I thought that the "best" in best friends was gone. They were like my ordinary friends. They had their "bestfriends" while i stayed with my friends.
I'm not looking for a "bestfriend" beacuse I'm already fine with the set of friends I have. And the fact that I am a very boring person, no one would even try to be my bestfriend :)) loser much :D

And the term "bestfriend" isn't as easy like when we were in kindergarten. It's like having this contract or something that you'll be bestfriends forever, which isn't easy to hold cause we're still young and there are many people that we'll meet.

btw, IWANTMYOWNAVIATOR. here are my pikkus with my classmate gon's shades :3

{80th} back?

2009-08-31T21:42:00.002+08:00

after weeks of not blogging here c: im back :))
sorry for the layout :))

{79th} CAT, sabado and random stuffs

2009-08-09T16:24:00.003+08:00

Saturday,
5:00am nagising kahit mga 1:00am na nakatulog
shit, ang aga. nakakaasar. Akala ko late na, kasi diba medyo military type yun so baka kailangan on time talaga, buti na lang medyo late na nagstart.
Simula pa lang naman e, so magaan pa sila sa amin.
Medyo nakakatakot kasi di ko alam yung mga puede nilang ipagawa samin.
Buti na lang puro intro pa lang :D oyea. Masaya, pero sa sobrang antok, lutang ako so super slow ko. O sadyang slow talaga ako? :)) Foxtrot yung group[? ano na nga ba yung tawag sa grupo ahh basta.,]
May part dun na sisigaw ng "AKOoooooo~ SI MR WONG!" habang may katapat ka na super tapat talaga. Buti na lang si taj yung una kong katapat so di masyadong nakakahiya :p titigan kami LOL malapit na din magkatamaan yung mga dibdib namin sa sobrang lapit :)) LMAO
Pero yung next si ate yumi na, e hindi naman kami close or something, at sobrang nahihiya talaga ako sa kaniya :/ Then kami naman yung pinagawa ng kung SINO kami, wala na talaga akong maisip, so ang sinabi ko na lang: "AKOOOOO~ SI DOMO-KUN, nom nom nom" LOL, wala na talagang maisip e, si Anna, "AKOO~ ANG WONDER GIRLS! i want nobody nobody but you" si ardee: "AKOOO~ ANG GROWEE MO, tatangkad din ako" si ate yumi: "AKOOO~ ANG NESTEA MO! ibottomless ang saya" tapos di ko na matandaan kung sinabi ni daryll yung "AKOOO~ si DAVID GARCIA JR" LOL XDD basta madami pa e XD kasama din namin yung ECO. Kailangan din pala mag start at magend ang sinasabi mo with "SIR". Bawal daw tumawa o ngumiti so mahihirapan ata ako dun c:
Basta ayun lang :)) nakakatuwa.

Nagpasundo ako sa parents ko, para makatipid lol XD wala naman silang pasok e. :D
Naglunch kami sa technohub, ang ganda at tahimik, pansin ko kasi sa lahat ng KFC na napuntahan ko, medyo madumi/makalat, pero sa techno hub, hindi :))
Nagpunta din sa NBS dun, bumili ng post-it kasi naubusan na ako :3 at ng mga random stuffs na kailangan for school.
Tapos, naisipan kong pumunta sa DEOVIR, kung saan nabibili yung polymer clay. E sa quiapo yun so drinop na lang kami ng tatay ko kasi walang parking space dun.

DEOVIR=HEAVEN

heaven pre, iba't ibang art stuffs andun, namiss ko tuloy magoil paint. Di pa ako bumili nung polymer, pero yung bake and bend na pareho lang din ng proseso. Medy rubbery nga lang siya pag nabake, puede mabend ng onti. Starter set muna
nagstart na akong gumawa, kaso nakakaubos ng inspiration orange yellow red at green lang kasi ang kulay sa starter set na yun :c TAE haa. carrot, apple, watermelon at orange pa lang nagagawa ko. di ko pa nga nababake e, sabaysabay na lang.

ay tae, edi quiapo part nga, so madaming random na binebenta, PERO, kakaiba yung nakita ko sa overpass along quezon blvd. kadiri, tae, vibrator binebenta. SHITT, may bumibili kaya nun? tae haa. hahahahaha

ay natanggap na din pala ako sa free subdomain na inapply-an ko so oyea, yung layout na lang kulang. Sasabihin ko na lang kung anong url pag maayos na :D an I have a girl crush on gia banaag , ang ganda niya o^.^o at ang galing pa~

So, ayun ang saturday ko :))
every saturday na pala akong gigising ng maaga D:

{78th} nat'l artist award

2009-08-07T19:42:00.003+08:00

Ayon sa pagkakaintindi ko sa balita tungkol sa kontrobersiya sa pag gawad National Artist Award, ang Pangulong Gloria Macapagal Arroyo ay nagdagdag at nagbawas ng mga pararangalan.
okay enough :))
Tama! May DAGDAG-BAWAS nanaman pong nangyari. Hindi sa eleksyon, pero sa pamimili ng mga National Artists ng bansa. Sa tingin ko, kahit sabi nilang may karapatang magdagdag sa listahan ang pangulo, wala pa rin siyang sapat na kaalaman sa aspetong iyon kaya wala siyang karapatan upang pumili. Ang paraan ng pamimili ay isang mahaba at masusing proseso. Hindi ito maaring basta basta na lamang palitan. Mawawala naman yung sense ng masusing pagpili. Sige, dahil di ko naman kilala masyado ang mga artist na idinagdag ng pangulo, wala akong karapatang husgahan ang kanilang kakayanan. Pero kung bibigyan ka nga naman ng ganung gantimpala, siyempre matutuwa ka. Isa pang issue e yung paninipsip daw ni Cecile-Guidote Alvarez sa pangulo para maging nat'l artist. Ba't sila pinagmumukhang masama, e mayroon naman silang sapat na talento, at hindi maipagkakakailang puede silang maging isa sa mga pagpipiliian.

E TEKA
pake ko naman diba? :)) lol
ewan ko ba, kung ba't ako nagbblog ng ganito bigla. Kasi naman e, I think banal masyado yang pagpipili ng gagantimpalaan, so ipaubaya na sa mga taong may alam.
At syempre ART yan, mas concerned ako tungkol dito kaysa sa Funeral ni Pres. Aquino.

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So eto pa, CAT na bukas, sana hindi siya kasing grabe ng iniisip ko.
May Projects pa pala ako,
yung sa ECON, I need to "blog" about what I've learned about Pres Aquino's Death. NAMAAAN~ e hindi nga ako namove tulad ng mga tao dito sa bahay at ng ibang tao. I'll think about posting that "blogpost". Baka kasi masyadong maging seryoso e :))

Yung mga plano ko di ko pa masimulan, nakakainis, periodic pa naman next week, tapos kailangan na magtrain dahil malapitna UAAP, parang gust ko na nga magquit kasi di naman ako malakas, tapos di pa ako makapagtrain. Ang useless ko lang sa team. dagdag lang ako e :c

Isa pa, edi ba maulan ngayon? ngayon ko lang din napansin na natatakot din pala ako sa ulan kahit sobrang mahal ko talaga ang maulang panahon. takot ako sa tunog ng ulan kahit walang kulog at kidlat. weakling.

{77th} BAD

2009-08-04T20:00:00.004+08:00

B.I.lol
Am I THAT BAD?

Last friday, Kopi and I sneaked out from school without permission, this was my BIGGEST trip.
here's a picture while we were in 129[a computer shop along katipunan]

I remembered my habits last year. :D
YEAH, I know how to CUT classes. I learned it last year, thanks aly and patter~ :3 Sometimes, I don't go to my first subjects cause I just don't feel it. I usually cut Pinoy, math and science. hoho, big time XD
And I also did the "masakit ganito/ganyan ko e. ayaw ko pumasok" thing.
I skipped school days cause I thought it was really boring.

I'm really trying to change it now though :p
Earlier, I knew that I'm gonna be 30 min late for my first class, which is English, I thought of not attending it, but i thought that there isn't a difference between cutting Maam Donkor's class and attending it :)) lol I ended going there.

Next, Kopi wanted to watch a junior basketball game, which also means that we need to sacrifice other subjects for it. It's not excused. She wants me to come with her, I wanted it too, but I thought that I wouldn't Benefit form that. I wanted kopi to watch it because I know that she'll enjoyed it. I even offered to bring her things with me while she's sneaking out(again c:).
And yeah, she went to the game. But I have no idea if she enjoyed it, but i think she did. :D

Do yu think I can change these habits? :)) ~~hoho asa pa ako XD~~

Well, that's all.
wala nga palang pasok bukas, WOHOO~ :D
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oo nga pala, si eka ang totoong BI hahahaha :p nahahawa lang talaga ako :3

{76th} my plans

2009-08-03T19:40:00.003+08:00

OH YEAH. I can already do the stuffs I want!

computer stuffs:

to create my portfolio
update my accounts
to blog daily
online shop? :))

art stuffs

make my own shirt designs
polymer clay products
felt plushies
draw draw draw
complete Fine Arts requirements

JAPANESE stuffs

jdorama
language
ringoxmomo plan
cosdress

save money for

camera
camera again
shirts
art materials
gifts! :))

~~and maybe study? :DD~~

{75th} unedited

2009-08-02T19:31:00.006+08:00

I want to create beautiful photos using my digital camera.
I want a dslr but it's too expensive.
So I am stuck here with this cheap camera and I am still learning.

I uploaded it inmy deviant art account

{74th} UPCAT

2009-08-02T00:27:00.004+08:00

TAPOS NA UPCAT KO
masaya, nakakapagod, nakakakaba, nakakabobo

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magpopost ako ng mas matinong entry later, I need to rest :D

OKAY BACK...
eto, ikekwento ko na, syempre tagalog nanaman :D
TUE, umiyak ako, dahil siguro nag sink in na UPCAT na this saturday
WED, kinausap ako ni maam about sa nararamdaman ko and stuff, sabi ng lahat, just relax. sabi niya pumasok ako kesa tumunganga sa bahay. Mas nakakarelax daw sa school, with friends.
THUR, hindi ako pumasok, ang sama kasi ng pakiramdam ko. Kahit anong kasuap sakin ni maam na pumasok ako, di din pala ako makakapasok. Ayun, nagMALL kami ng tatay at nanay ko. DQ at croissant.
FRI, pumasok ako, mga 30 mins late pero wala namang mga klase e. so tambay muna, nagtest sa guidance. kumain ng kumain. IDK kung bakit kumakain ako ng sobra sobra pag kinakabahan. WELL, secret lang natin haa. kinakabahan kasi ako ng grabe, pero hindi ko na lang pinapakita. :D
Natuwa ako dun sa mga posters na nakapost, lalo na yung ginawa para sa mga owten na swimmers. I went to church, nagsulat ng letter para sa sisters nung church. I prayed the rosary.
SAT edi ayan na nga. 8:00 ako nagising. nakalis ng 9:00 wala na akong nararamdaman ng mga panahong yan, parang normal lang na araw. :) 10:00 nakadating kami, super aga for my 12:30-exam. so punta kaming shopping center, kain ng fishball. MADAMI nanaman akong nakain. hahaha :))
nakabalik kami, tamang oras lang.
pumila, nakita si elise. NAGTEST. ayun, natapos na.
syempre, parati na lang mas matagal yung time na natatakot ako kesa dun sa kinatatakutan ko.
sa test, parang normal na test lang, MAHIRAP, pero alam mong alam mo yung tungkol sa tanong na yun e. parang "SHIT, alam ko to ah, teka tinuro to noong ano e." Tama nga din sila e, TIME nga ang kalaban.
so ayun :)) madami akong natutunan at nalaman sa boong UPCAT experience.

LORD, sana makapasok po ako. i did my best, please do the rest. Salamat din pala sa mga taong nag goodluck.

{73rd} leadership camp

2009-07-27T11:41:00.008+08:00

OWTEN
owten: UPIS batch 2010 :p

My first and last leadership camp was fun, but at the same time, boring.
FUN because my wish came true; to sleep in HS :))srsly, IT'S really because our batch had bonding time. It's our last year, so might as well cherish every moment :))
BORING because my team mates didn't talked that much. And it's not even appropriate to call as a TEAM. Plus, our guide or the one from the "Kamag-aral" (or the leaders of all leaders), didn't even cared about us. F*CK YOU B*TCH. I always hate you. Other guides from pKA ( one or two pKA for each team) helped their groups and you'll really see that they cared for their own groups. This is not the only reason i hate her well, I hate her since grade six.
OKAY that's all. btw, all of the pics are in my multiply, if you want, you can go there :)

{72nd} tagalog muna

2009-07-23T18:59:00.005+08:00

punyetaaa~ wala lang c:
nahihiya talaga ako.
Look, I'm serious.
ewan ko ba kung bakit, pero nahihiya talaga ako sa mga kaschool ko na napapadpad dito.
nakikita nyo tuloy yung kabadingan ko. yung totoong ako err
lalo na sayo kopi, ELISE, toyobebs, mia at kung sino pa man.
okay lang sana kay apple, o kaya kay KAKA kasi tanggap naman nilang bading ako
~~mag baklaan pa tayo kung gusto nyo e :p~~
parang gusto ko tuloy lumipat muna :)) rar :p

ako kasi yung totoong marian dito, oo na bading na ako kung bading
[SHITT. wala naman kasing dahilan para mahiya]
basta kung may mababsa kayo dito, sana sa atin na lang, ha? :))

OKAY. basta. XD
ayun, ngayon naman, medyo excited ako sa LC, MEDYO lang talaga.
OO nga, makakasama na nga ako, may chance na nga ako makatulog sa school, LOL XDDD
pero wala e. :c hohoho. kasi naman, sumama ka na please? gusto pa naman kita makilala :c

TAPOS, may kkwento pala ako, nakuha ko na yung mga drawing na hiningi ko, ang cute nila~ c: gusto ko pa magpadrawing sa iba :)) and speaking of drawing, Naisip namin ni Mia na gawing doodle wall yung isang side sa homeroom namin, bumili ako ng cartolina at markers,
AYUN, okay naman nung una, madaming natuwa. madami ding nagdrawing, KASO.
may nangyari, natanggal DAW kasi yung cartolina after ng class namin. nung una di talaga ako makapaniwalang matatanggal yun kasi super dikit nung masking tape na ginamit namin, naisip ko, baka may nagtanggal :c pero since si faye yung nagsabi na natanggal daw talaga. edi sige, natanggal na :c. nakakaungkot, akala ko okay na kasi yung plano e.
AT yung pangalan ~~"MOMO"~~ lol ko sa locker ko may nagtanggal pala .

YUNG office ng mga COCs nalock ko yung knob, na bawal pala kasi wala silang key for that. sorry talaga ha. na medyo nakakatawa kasi, before ko malock, nagkkwentuhan pa kami ni lara kung may nagkamali nang nakapaglock nung knob, ever. :)) lol gago lang XD

natutuwa din pala ako sa word na KUMAKALANTARI tama ba? basta yun :p. hindi ako nagsasawang sabihin yan XD

ISA pa! may problema pala ako, i mean, yung kaibigan ko :)) lol hindi kasi niya kaya itaboy yung taong di nya gusto, pano nya yun gagawin? masyado kasi siyang mabait :D hohoho
isa pa ulet, pano ko ba mawawala yung pagiging mahiyain ko? ;p lol ilang taon ko na ata 'tong problema ha.
at last pala.
pano ko ba babawasan yung pagmumura ko? LOL

[edit] ANDAMING MALI SA MGA PINAGTTYPE AT GRAMMAR KO sorry naman :p
ay!ay! pahabol. masya ako ngayong mga araw na 'to simula pa nung monday ^u^ sana masaya ka din :p

wait, KARINA!!!
look at this pic :)) LOL

galing yan sa tumblr

{71st} momo

2009-07-19T18:02:00.005+08:00

please call me momo from now on :D thnx
btw, i cleaned my desktop today. The colours are pinkish violet and I LOVE IT.
And I am also planning to change it's style. The visual style thing. I don't really know much about it though, but conrad told that he can help me :D i think he'll work on it maybe on thursday or on friday.
The very cute icons and background are from raindropmemory and the mac-ish dock is from objectdock.
don't be fooled with my clocks. yeah the upper clock is for the Philippines and the other one is for LA.
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UPCAT
yesterday, We had this so called "review" thing. It was helpful in a way that the test's pressure caught me and i was pushed to study. I studied some chemistry stuffs and english for today even though I am really lazy to do things.
I'll continue to study tomorrow. BTW, my schedule for my exam is on Aug 112:30pm which will be held on college of chemistry in UP diliman. gahhh. WISH ME LUCK~
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LC {Leadership Camp}
I really want to go this camp. This is my last chance. I'm on my last year here in UPIS.
DD:
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my desktop (click the image)

my plan visual style :D (click the image)

BTW, happy birthday hopia(today), beabbles and Lola(tomorrow)~
Lola I miss you so much. I love you. I wish you were still here with us. :c

{70th} it's rainy today

2009-07-17T13:17:00.008+08:00

YOSH! there are no classes for today cause it's rainy weee~ c:
Where can i spend my spare time? :3

My friend Jaja did her fringes too. So we now both have the same hairstyle. I don't usually go to school with my fringes, I usually put a clip on it, but since we already have the same hair, I thought that it was cool c:
Btw, I love calling friends with a different name,

motmot - mitz
nathalieshortcake - nathalie
beabbles - bea
toyobebs - paolo
hopia - bianca
tofu - sara
miyu - limae
kopi - eka
kaka - karina

I want to have more :))
I drew a girl with curly hair and asked toyobebs for a girl's name, and he said "tiffany" Then I asked jill, toyobebs and hopia to draw KEY for me. I already got jill's drawing and i'm just waiting for tuesday to come so I can see the other ones. c: Then jill asked me to draw ONEW for her. So I did lol. It doesn't look like onew though. but when I haven't started colouring his hair, he really looks like CHRIS TIU eek.

~~FHM dudes~~(now she's my twin :) future homemaker's club lol

digiart :3 LOOK! SHINee lol

random pencil drawing

nga pala, sa mga kabatch ko/kaschool kong napapadpad sa blog ko, SHIIIT. nakakahiya sa inyo~ lol ang bading ko no? sry ha. yung mga nababasa niyo dito sa blog ko wag nyong pansinin lalo na yung mali mali kong english lol~ nakakahiya. pagpasensyahan niyo na lang lol XD

NOW PLAYING : Gee - SNSD

{69th} asianposes lol

2009-07-12T10:52:00.004+08:00

ASIANPOSES.COM

It's a good idea that they mad a site for different asian poses. Honestly, I am a fan c:
After seeing those pose challenge submissions, I was inspired to make my own c: but I'm not planning to send it to asianposes cause it's really embarrassing :))

just sharing that :)) and btw, I bought the flipflops i was talking about

{68} colour my life~

2009-07-12T10:49:00.002+08:00

JULY 6, 2009

NOW PLAYING - - - Four Seasons {SHINee}

I'm now blogging here in notepad cause there's a problem with my browser.
Nothing much for today,
well, I went to the mall earlier, then I bought the ingredients for tomorrow c: yeah it's for Creative cookery class.
I planned on buying a new pair of flip flops, but the store was closed :c
I just bought a set of coloured markers DONG-A playon markers for only P199.75 ♥

I'm really bored with my life cc: Is there anything that I can do to make it more colourful?
Please give me a reason to go to school~ onegai :c

{67th} TT____TT

2009-07-06T17:44:00.001+08:00

TEST TEST TEST
MAY INTERNET BA AKO?

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shooooot. This is really weird. I don't really know if what I'm writing will be posted or what.
I can't browse, and do the usual stuffs I do. I can only access y!m. damn. I think this is from a virus or something.

Can someone please help me? ~ onegaii/
I'll post my real post later,okay? shiiiiit >.<

{66th} tagalog post

2009-06-27T08:59:00.006+08:00

SHITTT. I'LL WRITE IN TAGALOG TODAY OKAY? :)) taglish pala :))

KASI NAMAN! ayaw ko talaga ng KOREANO. Sa di malamang dahilan, ayoko talaga sa kanila.
Well, mabait naman ang mga nakasalamuha kong koreano ever. Una kasi, nung nasa bus kami somwhere na malayo, pero di pa gumagalaw yung bus, may koreanong nagtanong kung anong kinakain ko, and i was like o_o . Basta yung potato fries na naka pack yung kinakain namin, syempre nanay ko yung nakipagusap, pinatikim nya pa nga e, then they decided na bumili na din, polite naman. :D THEN NEXT. nung grade 4 ako, okay pa naman sakn ang mga koreano, well hirap pa akong magdistinguish kung ano ang pagkakaiba ng itsura ng mga hapon, koreano at intsik. Pero that time, gusto ko na talaga ang JAPAN<3 basta may mga koreanng bumisita sa schol, si JEAN somthing yung napunta sa amin ni jona, MABAIT siya, nagexchange pa nga kami ng email e, pero nawala ko :)) basta ang cool ng tingin ko sa mga koreano nun, pero di naglaon, parang ayoko na talaga sa kanila.
Dahil ba ang dami na nila masyado dito sa Pilipinas?
Nagtayo pa sila ng korean resto malapit sa bahay namin kaya ang traffic. bwisit
o kasi lahat ng tao sa pinas hooked sa koreanovela?
o baka dahil malaya silang makapunta sa pilipinas dahil mura dito, pero pag tayo naman ang pumunta dun, lintik, pahirapan?
o baka dahil sobrang peke nila? I mean plastic surgery ftw
o baka nasobrahan ako sa pangagago sa koreano nung gr7 ako? :3
o baka naman nababahuan lang talaga ako sa pagkaing koreano?

AY EWAN. basta ayoko sila talaga.

PERO!!!
Yung mga school mates at batch mates hooked sa koreano. So tatlo na lang yata kaming nagtataguyod sa HAPON LOL :) so parang ako --- "sige mahook kayo, wala akong pake LOL, koreano yan e" okay, edi yun, matagal din akong tumahimik kasi medyo medyo naop ako.kasi wala naman silang pinaguusapan kundi BOF at koreano ekek. edi ako nama - - OKAY LANG YAN, maOP na kung ma OP, imposibleng magaya ako sa kanila, koreano yun e. imposibleng magkausto ako.:)) edi ayun, tahimik naman ako, pero may nakita ako sa isang blog ng higher batch na koreano, pero ang cute talaga,sabi ko, sige okay lang to, maganda naman talaga yung tunog e, hindi yung pagkakoreano yung gusto ko, yung tunog lang talaga. YEAH, IT WAS NOBODY by Wonder Girls. di ko pa kinoconsider na hook na ako, so ayun. HAPONG lalaki pa rin, HAPONG drama pa rin, HAPONG music pa rin, pero di k magts kung bakit ko piniplay yung nobody tuwing madalingaraw. sa youtube ko pa pinplay dahil, ano ako? MAGDDDL ng koreanong kanta? NOWAIII~ so ayun
life goes on, facebook, blog, tumblr, *repeat* e bigla namang nagpost si toyobebs ng napaka cute na pic, oo, nakita ko na tong koreanong lalaking to dati sa mga post nila sa tumblr. pero iba talaga yung feeling nung time na yun e. O____O OHSHITT :) koreano ba talaga 'to?? para akong kinuryente AMP. pero syempre hinabol ko yun ng pakikinig ng hapon, para mabura yug nakita ko :))
E wala talaga, ayon nagsimula akong magtanong kung sino yun. Pero i felt that something was wrong. okay, edi PINIPILIT ko talagang maging loyal sa japanese.
WALA. dahil sa paghihila sakin ni toyobebs, tofu at bianca nahulog din yata talaga ako. well, Pinipilit ko pa rin na itigil to. sana talaga makaya ko! para kasing bigla na lang nawala yung galit/ inis dahil sa simpleng litrato na yun e.

at please! biruin mo yun, nakapagDL ako ng 2 litrato ng koreano?? at ang breakfast ko ngayon ay A.MI.GO? punyeta marian, punyeta.

pangako, hanggang SHINee, wonder girls at girls' gen lang.
AT si KEY♥♥♥ lang dapat ~~pero oks lang din si taemin♥ at onew♥~~

MARIAN TANTANAN MO NA TO PLEASE~

and btw, i'm planning to open my cellphone, and buying a new memcard :3

{65th} 30 WAYS TO MAKE A GIRL SMILE <3

2009-06-24T19:36:00.002+08:00

This is from huhyeah@tumblr

1. tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine.
2. hold her hand at any moment you can.
3. kiss her on the forehead.
4. leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. when she is upset, hold her tight and don’t let her go.
6. recognize the small things; they usually mean the most.
7. call her sweetie, not baby.
8. sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9. pick her over all the other girls you hang with.
10. write her notes [ she loves them ] .
11. introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend.
12. play with her hair & if it smells good tell her.
13. pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her.
14. pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she
will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it.
15. tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes.
16. throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her.
17. let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. carve your names into a tree. [?]
19. if she’s mad, kiss her.
20. give her piggyback rides.
21. bring her flowers just because.
22. treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
23. let her take as many pictures as she wants.
24. slow dance with her even if there isn’t music playing.
25. kiss her in the rain.
26. take long walks on the beach at night with her.
27. wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home
28. when she’s ill stay by her bedside
29. play fight with her and let her win
30. and most importantly if you love her, tell her.

This is a very good list :D and I want to feel every single way :D

{64th} asian dramas

2009-06-22T13:22:00.005+08:00

These past few months, Everything Korean started invading our country, The Philippines. Well, this didn't really started just now, but the *BOOOOM* was really felt when Boys Over Flowers, a Korean version of a Hana Yori Dango, a Manga (a japanese comic book), started airing in the top local channel here in the Philippines, which is ABS-CBN.

I remembered when Meteor Garden, another version of the said manga, was aired and that was the first non-filipino Asian drama which captured the Filipino audiences. It was really crazy because I was also into that taiwanese fever before. (hohohoh shittt xD) yeah. After the *BOOOM* of taiwanese fever here in our country. People branded it "jologs" or cheap, yuck eew or whatever. It was suddenly gone. But Korean and Japanese and some taiwanese dramas were aired here in the Philippines and tried to get the attention of everyone like what meteor garden did. But no one can reach that level.

But now, I feel that Boys over Flower fever was nearly close to the taiwanese fever. Honestly, I haven't watched BOF and I am still thinking about watching it or not. There is this thing that I really don't know which keeps me away to Korean stuffs. I just don't like it as much as some people do.

This video tells how this person hate Asian dramas. But as a fan of everything Japanese, I want to tell him that
JAPANESE DRAMAS ARE NOT LIKE THAAAAT~

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LONG LIVE HANA YORI DANGO~ XD

btw, i bought a fisheye lens for my digicam ytd. I bought something online again.

I edited the colours here though :) but that's mainly the effect. HEADS FIRST LOL

{63rd} first week & first tardiness

2009-06-20T22:34:00.005+08:00

image from: http://fuckyeahtattoos.tumblr.com/post/126807371

I was strucked by this image. I really LOVE the concept.
Even if we studied LOVE for two months, I'm still confused about what it means.
I think I haven't felt it yet. But if it's near, I really don't want it to be like this. Starting your relationship with LOVE and ending with HATE. waah~ why am I just starting to talk about this? :DD
I remember those days when I had a crush on someone and I had this heart shaped wound on top of my wrist. well, I was the one who "drew" it. OKAY ENOUGH. FORGET ABOUT WHAT YOU READ :)) haha that was way back. back when I am still in grade 7

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UPCAT UPCAT upcaaaaaaaaaaaat~~
We already received the forms.
pressure pressure pressure.
I still don't have a course in mind. and the deadliest deadline for the forms is on tuesday already.
first choice first choice first choice.
OH GOD. help me please~

OKAAAY. back to real life. hahahaha
First week is over.

MON - still no classes every monday
TUE - first day! excitement.
WED - still exited
THU - I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL CAUSE IM LAZY~ :D
FRI - it was fine, nothing much. BUT I went home early! :)

I really don't like my section :c I wan't to make this work :c

{62nd} first day of my last year

2009-06-15T20:25:00.005+08:00

try feeding the kois by clicking it. :) I LOVE THE COLOURS (well i chose those c:)
haha random sharing XD
** this wasn't made by me, I can't make flash, okay? visit aBowman.com

OYEAH. Tomorrow will be the first day of my last year in high school. I think this year will be exciting yet somehow boring. It's our last so I think everyone will make it memorable, right? But. I really don't like the section I belong to. I don't have that much friends in this new section.
I'll can't really blog daily cause school's, back you know. It'll be busy for me and I wouldn't have time for blog hopping either. :c
bye bye bye~ ja, matta ne.

{61st} maligayang araw ng kalayaan

2009-06-12T06:50:00.007+08:00

ooops. I woke up too early today because we planned to go to a mountain to give school supplies to children who can't afford these necessities. Unfortunately, the rain poured around 4:00 in the morning so my parents decided to leave me here at home. Actually, I think I haven't slept yet, cause I was thinking all the time last night. *sighs* omg. i feel sleepy. I prepared breakfast. I made sandwiches which have lettuce, hama, tuna spread, cheese and egg :) hahaha yeah it was really toomuch :D but the taste was really awesome :)
Okay... now for my true post,c:

"Maligayang araw ng Kalayaan",

which is the tagalog phrase for "Happy Independence Day" is commonly used today, JUNE 12 here in the Philippines. People celebrated but we can't leave the fact that most of the filipinos kept on stopping CON-ASS.

Btw, I got into this (btw, this happend yesterday, he tagged at my cbox first and continued to several replies):

Marcus-♥
omg , nice skin . u joined same contest as me . OKAY , I LOSE LIAO !
* okay, i thought that he just liked my layout like other people who drops by at my site
** i thanked him for it and told him that IT was nice to find boys joining the same contest i thought that it was cool.

Marcus-♥
I cannot hurt people by saying your bs not nice right ? Btw hor , for your information , the contest hoster is a girl , maybe she like cute stuff ? Think first :D .

marian: so yu really mean that my blog isnt nice? sorry i dont really get what you're asking.
*this time, it was kinda shocking to hear that after praising me with his first tag, he's now indirectly saying that my blog isn't nice
** i got some typo error, but he had tons of grammatical error which gave me a hard time to understand what he is saying

Marcus-♥
talking to you makes me puke . WHERE GOT PEOPLE PASS BY PEOPLE BLOG SAYING PEOPLE BLOG NOT NICE . LIKE MINE REALLY NICE LIKE THAT .

marian: go puke. i don't give a damn on what you're saying. plus. i dont understand your english
*he started to piss me off the way he talks.
** and I really don't understand his english yeah I know those words, but it doesn't make any sense for me. It's so redundant.

Marcus-♥
i don giv a damn to you either . ENGLISH NOOB . simple english cannot understand .
*I know that my English skills are not good. But the fact that phrase came from you?! what the hell are you talking? Pittyful. Hey kid, try reading english stuffs, it helps.

marian: I cant understand it beacause it's very ****ty and crappy. oh. I'm just wasting my time on you.

marian: **crappy
* [****ty] was supposed to be shitty

This is the first time someone hated me here in my blogging stuff. Thanks to Lisa and nicolette for helping me dealing with these kind of stuffs. They said that its better to just delete those messages in my inbox and ban him from my tagging. And nicolette said that HE's only jealous about my blog, (which I think is true). I think he just needs some attention.

Marcus-♥ : j-iawei.blogspot.com

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and I saw this in his profile "Be patience pleaseee!" hahaha LOL maybe you ment patient.

Btw, we all need to celebrate:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICO-chan's BLOG
(oyeah i will call you nico-chan from now on :D)

CONGRATS TO ME! I NOW FINALLY MET MY FIRST HATER
(LOL hahaha XD)

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY PHILIPPINES

{60th} FUCKYEAH :))

2009-06-11T15:18:00.002+08:00

KATY PERRY ★ LADY GAGA
OMG. I SOOO LOVE THEM
they both went to japan. oh yeah :)

pics from fuckyeahladygaga and katyperryblog

I am a huge fan of those two~ their music is AWESOME and their STYLES are FANTASTIC♥

{59th} bored

2009-06-11T00:14:00.004+08:00

These days, I need to make up my mind about what to get for college.
We already talked about this with my guidance teacher a cople of times already.
But, I think I wasn't that really honest when I said those things to her.

♥ visual communication/ multimedia arts
- this one tackles arts for advertising and it's the most practical way to express art.
I really WANT this. BUT I can only be rich if I am really good, or if I have many connection, which i don't.

♥ mass communication
- i also want this, but it needs a lot of courage.

♥ psychology
-i think this one will be hard for me, because I really dont like studying much.

♥ organization communication
- i dont really know what this is, but I think it's good. c:

PLEASE HELP ME :c i need to come up with good choices so that I can fill out the form.

by the way, I watched lovely complex the movie earlier, It's a GREAT japanese movie.
watch it!

lovely complex on dramacrazy

and while site hopping, i saw this one -

"Love is foolish ... but I still might try it sometime."
Floyd, age 9

aww. i really love how kids think about love. but, until now, I still dont know what love means. :c
how about you?

{58th} jpopsuki

2009-06-08T18:42:00.004+08:00

New layout after gazillion years. Obviously, I LOVE JPOP. And Japanese Fashion is something that I look up to.

For this one, I drew it while listening to lady gaga's song called fashion.
So that's why i called it SHIO. haha c:
My summer crushes are Lady Gaga & Katy Perry :) I soo Love their style and music

{57th} i sooo love this feeling

2009-06-03T00:05:00.004+08:00

I saw my crush earlier, well that was partly planned though.
After enrollment, I planned to go to my mum's work, so that I can buy my stuffs for school, and especially to have a chance to see the person who inspires me a lot these past few days. He studies med at UP Manila, and he was our teacher this summer at expert guides review center. I know he's already taken, but oh well, what's the problem about having a crush on him :D. There's this thing that I just can't explain. After looking at him, I feel really happy and without even knowing that I'm already smiling for sometime. YEAH I'm CRAZYYY~ :3

I sooo LOVE this FEELING

{56th} sometimes love comes around

2009-06-01T23:29:00.003+08:00

I randomly answered a facebook quiz; WHY ARE YOU STILL SINGLE?

the answer is...

I LACK A LOT OF CONFIDENCE

painful but true, I try really hard to remove the fact that I AM REALLY SHY. I wanted to be everyone's friend.

Another incident, I was in the middle of camwhoring with my fringes and curly hair, then my cousin came in the room and said

"Wala sa buhok ang ganda, nasa confidence."
or "beauty isn't about hair, it's about confidence."

yeah. he always teases me about my fashion, but this one stuck me a lot.
I dont really wear what I want because I am scared of being teased by him, but I didn't knew that it was really okay for me if I wear stuffs that I like even if it's outrageous.

ALL I EFFING NEED IS A BOX OF CHOCOLATE COVERED CONFIDENCE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP.

by the way...
I wanna share this AWESOME earrings that I bought from a summer school classmate :D

McDonald's fries, and coke float is really LOVED :D

{55th} after 9723956782465 years. em back yo.

2009-05-30T00:21:00.003+08:00

sorry. i wasn't able to blog that i wouldn't be able to blog because of these stuffs

APRIL

Requirements
i needed to complete those before i can enjoy the sun. Unluckily, I wasn't able to complete it.

Bicol summer vacation
(i'll upload pics. yeah i will XD)

Sleepless nights
hanayoridango suki~ watched it over and over again :p

Outing
Nothing much though, we just went to the beach. But, i had a crush on someone that looked so gay :))

IX-Fe overnight
OMG. This was the first time my parents let me go :) I soo love drunk people :))

Cousin's wedding
a very beautiful cousin of mine was married after years of waiting:) i hope she's really happy

MAY

fxcking yet wonderful entrance test review
It was very unforgettable having a different set of classmates and teachers, especially being inspired by a teacher for days. :))

cousinslovebond
having the vacay in bicol, i had fun with my cousins there, and we also had fun here in the metro.
Isaw, midnight chat, dying, strabucks, shopping, crush-ing:)), last supper-ing, sir andro-ing, cherry cherryboomboom-ing.

**gaga,perry, tsukasa, tsukushi,
krystle, sir andro, JO♥

{54th} LAST HELL WEEK [AY 08-09]

2009-03-27T22:01:00.003+08:00

HELL WEEK[/s] hehehehehe xp

There are too many things to do so i'll be out for a while. Maybe I can blog back next week after the exams on April 2&3.

PROJECTS

~~[ ]~~ - unable to do :(

[♥]	Done
[ ]	0% done :))

~~[ ]~~ Practical arts Timeline
[♥] Filipino el fili script
[♥] Algebra Website
~~[ ]~~ Formal Theme
[♥] Pedigree Chart
~~[ ]~~ Probset 1 & 2 Bio
[♥] reaction papers in Social Studies
[♥] PROJECT in SOCIAL STUDS
[♥] props for the play
~~[ ]~~ /makeups in ENGLISH
~~[ ]~~ /makeups in Bio
[♥] /makeups in Algeb

too many tasks, nothing work has done.

I'm off to go. bye~
ps i got my contact already. :D yay

BRB

{53rd} randomness

2009-03-23T15:21:00.004+08:00

Last saturday, we practiced for the musical for next week, march 30.
Nothing much happened, but somehow we enjoyed it :D

And nothing much today, I just stumbled and bloghopped all day.
please watch this: it's really creative!

plus look at this adorable kid :D

by for now, btw, i changed the colour of the lens I bought, The angel grey will arrive tomorrow! :D

{52nd} you should name it MARIAN

2009-03-19T21:27:00.004+08:00

"Marian"

my name, usually people connect it with the name Mary, Mary, the mother of Jesus.
Yeah it is too HOLY.

Female first name defining someone who is always the ~~energetic center of a group~~, be it for good reasons or bad. Marians ~~command attention and/or respect from all around them.~~

Marian is a trendsetter, often with a seemingly quirky or weird taste in food, clothing or music, ~~these likings often spread infectiously throughout her group of friends and beyond.~~

Marians are very emotional people. Not only that but coupled with an insane level of honesty, Marians can be quite offensive... usually unintentionally. At the same time though, when a Marian makes up her mind about something it stays that way. A stubborn personality and intent to be and think what she wants is the biggest characteristic of any Marian.
That Marian is one mean girl.That Marian can sure hold her own in a group.

~urbandictionary

For my situation, this is MOSTLY UNTRUE.

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A ♥ of mine, actually, a crush of mine is really good in taking pictures and being an excellent swimmer. Being an artist, CAMERA is his medium. I dont know how many his DSLR cameras are, neither do i know how much each of it worth, BUT THE ONLY THING I KNOW IS..

HE NAMED HIS NIKON D200, MARIAN ♥ ♥ ♥
He doesn't know me, I only now him because he's the team captain of the swimming team.
Yeah, this is REALLY one way.
I admire his works, his looks and omg-i-dont-really-know-why-i-like-him :))

yeah. you should name it marian XD

{51st} contact lens

2009-03-17T21:50:00.002+08:00

I am planning to buy a pair of lenses. Since I was a kid, I've always wanted to have coloured eyes, then I was amazed that I can also have it. I asked my opta when i had to wear my specs if I can wear contact lenses instead of the geeky glasses. He said that I need to have three days of teaching on how to put on the lenses, and he wouldn't let me have because my grade is only low. And his prices were really high, it costs about P4,000.

When I saw these kind of lenses, They are really cheap! The one I want is for only P840.00! I want it, and since my ninang gave me P500.00 and I have P200.00 in my wallet, I still need to have about P200 so that I can have it! :D. I want the green one but i had a hard time on picking it, I always wanted to have violet eyes. And then grey, violet and green are the ones I picked out from. but I ended up picking my favorite colour. :D Summer! having pink+orange hair and green eyes, I think I will surely LOVE the outcome! It's like a different me!

But! a news said that Ruffa Gutierrez had a blood clot on her eye due to sleeping with her contacts on. I was a little rattled about the news. But I really want it.
Being that cheap, do you think that it is worth buying? Do you think it is safe?
Should I buy it or save my money for my DSLR?

And btw, It will be my first time buying online :D
trinketi.multiply.com

{50th}paint my summer RED♥

2009-03-15T00:03:00.010+08:00

"You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center"

~katy perry, thinking of you

Last week, I had a chance talk to the one I wanted before.
He was so quiet and different unlike what he usually is.
I asked him if somethings wrong.
I know that HE already have someone that occupies HIS heart so all I can do now is to help him as a friend.
That very lucky girl is really kind and she really deserve that kind of love HE gives.
Even if HE likes HER,and SHE likes HIM, there's still a problem...
They can't be together.

As I comfort HIM, there's that unexplainable feeling that's still hurting me.
I know that MY feelings over him was over, but what's wrong with me?
When we're talking to each other, I can feel that he seems to be that close but again, he's too far.:c
I never imagined that he's the person that can love someone that much.
I just want to tell him that if anything happens, I can still be here for him, but being a friend only. And I just wanna tell that I loved him.

I don't feel anything special right now, I still don't have an inspiration.
I wish that I can find that SOMEONE who willl paint my summer red.♥

i wanna share with you that I WAS inspired by:
swim+capture, capture+teach, swim+swim, charm+music (x3), athletics+heart ♥

{49th} i wanna go back to singapore~

2009-03-13T22:39:00.009+08:00

IWANNAIWANNAIWANNAIWANNAIWANNAIWANNAIWANNA
VISIT SINGAPORE AGAIN!

It's almost a year since i first went out of the country. Me and my father went for a four-day vacation in Singapore. We stayed at my cousin's house in the Pasir ris area. I was somehow in the state culture-shock back then, but now, I kinda like to go back there and explore more.

I am interested in the Singaporean way of teaching and in Singapore schools. I talked to amelia about how her school. I think it is totally different from the type of curriculum here in the Philippines. If there is a chance that I could go back visit singapore, I would want to join or be a student to experience it firsthand.

The reason why i remembered Singapore-thinggy again because these past few days Singaporeans went to our school. I didn't have the chance to talk to anyone of them because I am shy if I'm with my school friends. They were wearing blue blouses/polos and navy blue skirts. I don't even know what their school is. Only other sections had the chance to socialize with them.

So because I wanna go back to sinagpore, I asked my friend JONA to join me to a Singapore graduation-trip next summer if only ever her parents agree. We want to enter and visit a school and we also want to wear their uniform. We also planned to shop and travel around. With only the two of us, I think there's no restictions.

{48th} TO DYE or not to DYE?

2009-03-10T20:41:00.005+08:00

ATOMIC PINK
LIMELIGHT
ORANGE
PLAIN BLEACHED

ATOMIC PINK +LIMELIGHT
ATOMIC PINK +ORANGE
ATOMIC PINK +PLAIN BLEACHED
LIMELIGHT +PLAIN BLEACHED
LIMELIGHT +ORANGE

ATOMIC PINK +LIMELIGHT +ORANGE

I WANT TO DYE MY HAIR. I was planning about it since last year. My pop don't want neither do my mum. Last year, i only wanted to have green highlights, but now, my plan changed, i want it more vibrant or extravagant. And if ever do my parents approved, what colour / combination should i pick? Im not going to dye all my hair, just a few on the tips of my black hair.

I am also planning to cut it. It's summer already! and i need to breathe :D what do you think can suit the artistic me? I want to have a straight bangs and a long hair on my left side
I am tall, fat/chubby, tan-skinned, round faced :D

i want it to look like this:

WHAT DO YOU THINK?

{47th} SUMMER dilemma

2009-03-09T18:21:00.004+08:00

READY TO TASTE YOUR
SWEETEST SUMMER?

preview|download

I just cant wait for the summer break. It's sooooo HOT. I wanna dip into the pool while having fun. I want to erase all the stress, problems and anxieties.

BUT can I do all of these if the UPCAT is already coming?

UPCAT : University of the Philippines College Admission Test
"The UPCAT (pronounced "oop-cat") is considered to be the most competitive college entrance exam in the country."

- wikipedia

Because I study at the University of the Philippines Integrated School, many people expect that we, UPIS students, can easily pass that test. Batch 2008 got 40++% passed and batch 2009 got 30++%. So does this mean our batch(2010) will have a lower percentage?

I am not that smart, as a matter of fact, I usually flunk. Can I qualify?
One of my biggest dreams is passing the upcat, but come to think of it, I still don't have a concrete idea on what to write in the application form.

I want to enter the college of Fine Arts in UP, Visual Communication to be exact. If I am going to take this certificate course, I really don't need to pass the UPCAT, I just need to pass the performance test and pass a portfolio. BUT what's the problem with me? I really want to pass the UPCAT! And I want to experience the feeling of looking through tons of names and ending up smiling because I finally found that I am included to the list. *sigh~*
Oh well. I need to stop dreaming. I need to work on it.

Can I still Enjoy this summer?
Can I pass The UPCAT?
What if I don't pass It? What will people say abot me?
Where will I go If I dont?

{46th}photography

2009-03-08T21:04:00.003+08:00

PHOTOGRAPHY:

I am a really big fan of cameras.
Cameras capture very special moments in our lives.
Very wonderful places, priceless smiles and different things around you can be treasured.
With just one click, history can be kept for many years.
A different angle may tell a different story.
Colours may change the drama.
And in a picture, you can tell the story of many lives.

I don't have a professional camera. Only a kodak^tm digital cam is on my hand.
I use photoshop to make my images look better. I adjust the saturation, brightness and its contrast. So it really mean that i dont make such great pictures.
If only i have a better camera.
I'm always wanting to have a nikon D60, but i can't have it that easy because my parents can not get it for me. It's too pricey. With a stunning P27,000++ on its tag, it's just too impossible.
How can I pursue my dream or just even know if PHOTOGRAPHY is really my dream if I haven't even handled a dslr or even an slr?
I'm on my way to having that pricey thing. I'm saving.
I want to get it by next summer. MAybe before college. Do you think I can buy It on my own?
Should I buy it without knowing if I really got that talent?

{45th} tired desu~

2009-03-07T22:21:00.004+08:00

私輪 sleepy です。

Stuffs you dont wanna know:

I changed my blog layout.
Francis M died. :c ciao.
I dont know why I like FM but I really dont like rap.
I wanna watch eraserheads' final set D: I wannawannawanna~
I'm loving john legend right now ohyea~
I HATE Fridays
xoxo, i wanna be a decora loli
I am a ~~Japanese wannabe~~. And I really suck at it.
We went to the beach earlier. my dad knows how to ride a bike
I first ate oysters in march 07 2009 in ternate cavite oyea.

images by me. Ternate, Cavite 03,07,09
the bag is a gift from a teacher. i can't remember what they call that bag, monster bag blah blah.

{44th} PMS or whaaat?~

2009-02-27T23:44:00.002+08:00

I'm having a big trouble on how to deal with this I-don't-know-feeling. Today I hate everyone, hated mitz without a reason, hate NOISE, noise that i usually hear, I wanna punch something or someone just to release everything. I hate this day. I don't know what to do.

Am i just having mood swings or am i just really tired? I usually have my period after months, the last time i had was on new year. And before that, it was six months.

Is this just really a part of growing-up? Or the things my inner me wants to say or feel is only coming out?

Can someone just explain everything to me right now~

I'll change the layout tomorrow coz it suck.

{43rd} PETS GALORE♥

2009-02-22T15:35:00.002+08:00

10 Promises To My Dog
Alternative Title:Inu to watashi no 10 no yakusoku /犬と私の１０の約束
Genre:Drama
Film Date:March, 2008
Japan Casts:Mayuko Fukuda, Rena Tanaka, Ryo Kase
Description:

One day a puppy comes to the house of Akari, who has just turned twelve, and was trying hard to act strong after her mother suddenly fell ill. She immediately falls in love with the puppy and names it "Socks" after the paws which looked like they had white socks on. Akari was together with Socks day and night. However, as Akari grows up, her feelings and interest moves away from Socks. Year by year, their distance grows, which also leads to her physical distance as she moves to a far off city, and must leave Socks behind to a childhood friend.One day Akari remembers the 10 promises that she had made with Socks and her deceased mother...

http://www.mysoju.com/10-promises-to-my-dog/

I watched This movie earlier and DEAR! i was so touched. Akari is also the only child of her parents, and living after her mom died is what makes me really scared. I don't know what will happen if there's a chance that one of them will leave me. This story made me cry. Try watching it! You'll appreciate it.

I was touched by the story and since i'm already blogging about pets, i wanna share these pictures i've seen while surfing the net.

KAWAII ALERT!!!
BE READY FOR THE TOTALLY CUTE IMAGES AHEAD!
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cute isn't it? the truth is their cuteness is only from air XD
image from:wetpets.tumblr.com

who doesn't want a very cute heart-shaped tattoo? or a very cuddly pet with a heart "tattoo"?

image from:puppiesandflowers.com

{42nd} new domain!

2009-02-22T00:54:00.005+08:00

http://marian.classmeyt.com

New layout! i was tired of the past layout already, but this layout is also boring. I just can't visualize what i really want for my blog.

I will have three domains, this one, marian.classmeyt, and another secret one. I want to update more. but i just really can't because my lazyness is really killing me.

i had my own photoshoot earlier, im the model, make-up artist, edit person and photographer. XD what the hell am i doing. here are some pics~

PS. IDONTHAVEBANGS.

{41st} PROM

2009-02-17T20:40:00.003+08:00

FUN. It's not what I imagined, but it was fun.(but not as fun as i expected [argh. expectations again] Imma put pics here, but for the meantime, i uploaded it on my multiply :D but it's for dear contacts only. I got and award and it's called "BUTTERFLY Award" wtf, idk what to feel, it's like im insulted or praised or whatever. XD

I want to finish may new site, but i still dont know how i want it to look like. PLEASE help me :3
that's all for now guys, sorry if im not updating much. :D
btw, i got 92 in compsci, hahaha. I usually get 50++ and 60++ as my grades, so that makes a really big difference for me

{40th} mom's mad

2009-02-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

My mom got angry cause I don't wanna go to school.
Last tuesday, they just surprised me by not going to work and used that day just to prepare for a lunch-out for me and my classmates. I thought that our helper would send the food, but i was shocked when i saw my parents :D. I so love them.
anyway, I didnt went to school today. ack. friday sickness again :D My mom got pissed off. She doesnt want to talk to me. after all they made for me last tuesday, all they want is only me being good at school, then all i do is this?! oh well. i hope this will be okay for tomorrow.

Tomorrow is our PROM, i dont have a date, and i dont know what will happen.

IWANTTOFINISHMYSITE
IWANNAHAVEANEWLAYOUT
IWANNAWANNA.
ISUCK.

{39th} sixteen years ago

2009-02-09T22:11:00.002+08:00

Sixteen years ago, a very proud couple had their first daughter.

nothing much today. I'll be celebrating it tomorrow, and we already celebrated at home last Saturday cause my dad's birthday was on 6th and mine was today, 9th of feb. For those who greeted me, thank you so much. I didn't have any presents though. Its a good thing i did not expect something. And again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :3 and happy birthday to lisa tomorrow .

busy, prom's on the 14th, ill do my own make-up, hair and stuffs. I dont have a DATE, and a valentine. :c hope everything go out well. My camera doesnt work, My DS also dosnt work. what's happening ?!!~~

GTG.
btw, im preparing my new domain :D and ill publish it as soon as i can :)

{38th} hell week's over.

2009-01-31T18:12:00.002+08:00

BUSY. BORED AND BLAHH~
Maybe I'll return with a new layout, stuffs and maybe(hopefully) a new domain.
thanks guys for the awards!
Ill be back for a new post okay?
I just need to finish some requirements. ~~and getting too excited about the prom~~

{37th} hisashiburi c:

2009-01-25T10:38:00.002+08:00

I was really busy last week because last last week i wasn't able to come to school, I need to finish all those stuffs because this coming thursday and friday will be our periodical test. Well, it means HELL WEEK starts today.

Last Friday I joined the somewhat called "overnight study" even if i'm not really sleeping there hahaha. Well we weren't able to study because we waited for MITZ until 9pm at their house and we're already sleepy. MITZ's mother prepared dinner for use and even gave us the HELL chips XD, it was a pack of wasabi-flavored potato chips and ALY's reaction was crazy! she even said that eating the chips is like gargling rubbing alcohol. We started doing our probset at PATTER's house, his mother and sister were really hospitable. Then EYA and TIN came, im not really close to them but it was fine. We watch a fake dvd c: wooot desperadas 2. And we called mcdonalds for our midnight snack. It was alredy 2am, saturday when i came home.

For people asking where I got my laptop skin, If you're rich you can get it @ G-mask for 3000 pesos or so, but if you're only like me, you can get the sticker for only 300 pesos in divisoria's 168 mall. Cheap isn't it? well it is, but it really looks GOOD.

Maybe i can blog next week again cause i need to study first c: btw, i joined another contest.

{36th} hellokitty &specs

2009-01-16T23:04:00.005+08:00

Im sick, I wasnt able to go to school for a week, plus last friday. Im always dizzy and i really feel uncomfortable until now. The doctor said that i need to wear GLASSES. T____T when i was a kid I thought that it's cool, but NOW!! i feel like it really looks old. I'll get my specs tomorrow and goodluck for me. I have tons of Homeworks to finish, Exams and activities to make up :c waaaah~

OKAY, I still dont have a mouse, But I was able to make a skin :) hahahaha, I was inspired by my NEW LAPTOP SKIN ♥ and we have a new digicam *hearts~*

ME AND MY NEW FRIEND XD hmm. how should i call it?

I LOVE THIS SHOT!!

MY LAPTOPSKIN

NEW BLOGSKIN CLICK HERE!!

{35th} friday sickness

2009-01-09T19:14:00.004+08:00

We have a four day schedule which starts every tuesday up to friday. But last school year, we have classes during mondays, tuesdays, thursdays and fridays. The past schedule was a lot better, We usually use WEDNESDAY as a break wherein we do are homeworks breathe from school stress and sometimes practice for some activities at school. When this new schedule started, I'm always tired and I feel sick when its already Friday, as if my body will break down. Today, I didnt managed to come to school because my head really ached or am i just too lazy to wake up?

This first week of school made me stressed out, I need to finish a book, make PROJECTS and review for many tests. The book is "The House of The Scorpion" by nancy farmer, I really dont like reading and neither do books like me. But this is different, I'm not bored at all, The story keeps me really interested. Try reading it! but for those people who want to read it who resides here in the philippines will have a really hard time on finding it, actually only borrowed this book.

And I also want to make these stuffs -

clay art made of stale bread crumbs and glue - i want to make a girl and my mopsicles go 3d!

a portfolio for a college entrance requirements - i will draw and compile my artworks so that i can enter College of fine arts.

Requested mopsicles - waah~ its been a long time?

to make my smileys smaller

But before i make those, I STILL NEED TO HAVE A NEW MOUSE FOR MY LAPTOP~
&& PLEASE!! dont copy the way I write my Title, I already made your requests and please have some respect, i already asked you twice about it, Please change it or else!

{34t} cgtoy

2009-01-05T16:37:00.007+08:00

this is what i drew earlier. do look at her :) what do you think about her? :)
that is my center of gravity toy or CG toy or balance toy. Its cute but it still doesnt work! ill work on it tomorrow and ask help from bea. need to pack my things and ready myself for tomorrow! :) yosh~

maybe im busy tomorrow, and the day after that and so on. Ill try to make it a point to blog evryday :)
j'adore♥

[edit]

OMG. what is that black thing under the video~
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got tagged by jean

open▼

{33rd} 2009 = my girly year ?

2009-01-04T19:21:00.002+08:00

I decided that I need to be more feminine. Because normally I use baggy shorts a tee and flip flops anywhere i go. I will still use that outfit during training or at home because I'm comfortable with it. But I need to use skirts and more "girly" stuffs.

Deep inside this tomboy-sh outfit, there is a girl who really likes fashion, kawaii stuffs, make-ups and clothes. YES! i do love makeups, I just cant wear what I like because its not appropriate in where i leave at, the people here doesnt know things such as "FASHION" or "ART". All they know is if what is popular, then they'll wear it. And another problem is my parents doesnt give me budget for what i wanna wear. And my set of clothes are the same. If ever I get a good job, more money and clothes, I'll definitely wear what I want.
But for now, I'll just mix and match what i got here, put some make up on and be "me" :)
but now, i just want to show you:
what I want for 2009
stuffs

make-up set(my mom doesnt have one, so i want to buy my own)

a new gadget or at least save my money for my d60 next year

presentable gown for prom

bring my kiwiDSLite back and good!

new mouse? hahas my mouse isnt working so im left with the pointing device(idk what to call it,in laptops)

lime curtains

huge poster of my idols *kyaaaa~*

others

new crush?

UPCAT please~ onegaiiiii~ onegai~ onegai~

better christmas

to swim better, to compete.

TO BE FIT! to lose a lot of pounds. XP

no failing grades

to make my mum and dad happy :)

uhm that's all i can think for now. hahaha :) my money is 4225+300+200=4,725 :)
tomorrow ill visit the bank and get some *kaching* maybe about 3100 so my money will be more or less 8k!oyeah~ It's all for my long term plan NIKON D60 its about 800++ SGD about 26k in php

{32nd} blogskin account is ♥

2009-01-03T22:54:00.005+08:00

PINK LEMONADE BLOGSKIN
{1st} my first layout for the all of you to download

PREVIEW | DOWNLOAD

YES! what you just read was true! I already made a blogskin account wherein I can share my skins for everyone. I made a new skin so the first layout I shared was my past layout. c: hopefully I can share more. This is like my NEW YEAR gift for everyone~!

2009: new year, might as well change.
its 2009 already, i cant believe it.
9 is my favorite number, maybe its a sign! 2009 might be my luckiest year.
I change my skin, nothing much. i just love the scrolling images up there. and the mango meltdown :)

and as far as i know, I am one of the firsts to have that (by looking in my affies). just please dont copy the idea. please! but well, I didnt made the javascripts so i dont have the right to tell that its my work, but at least im the first! and I wont tell the codes for it :p

---oops. i just heard that the temperature here in manila dropped down to 19 degrees celsius---

{31st} HAPPY NEW year!!!

2009-01-03T01:10:00.003+08:00

It has been 3 days since i last posted something.
As usual, If I'm not here, I'm kinda busy or might be away.

---wait.. my mom woke up and just told me to sleep already ---

okay continue..
TADAIMAA~ I'm back in manila
we went to my "ninang" or godmother's house in BINANGONAN, RIZAL to celebrate new year, my parents went home and left me there with a cousin and many family friends, THAT was my first new year celebration away from my parents, but anyways, I really had so much fun even if it rained! There were lots of food and there was even a chocolate fountain! ohh i so LOVE that. we spent almost 2 days and 2 nights there. There were a lot of hanabi - japanese term for firecrackers or "paputok". but not as many as the manila areas. I't was more peaceful than celebrating here. We played PSP, DS and XBOX360. ooops i miss kiwi-chan(my nintendo DS LITE) my kiwi is sick, and he needs to be returned to singapore. My ninang will return it back tomorrow with her because she's returning to singapore already.
Ill just postt pictures tomorrow kays?

okays.. Im creating my layout since yesterday, And Im really excited about it kyaa~
I may start using it tomorrow.

oops. I need to do all my homework! SCHOOL's coming already,
I have to make a report, summary, market lists, blahblahs. so many projects

&& I HAVENT RE SIZED MY SMILEYS YET.

{30th} Koizora Movie suki~

2008-12-31T02:41:00.002+08:00

I am still crying:'((
OK PEOPLE WHO WANT TO WATCH IT CAN READ THIS. THIS IS NOT A SPOILER.
At first i didn't thought that i'd cry this much. As far as I can remember, the last time i cried because of a jdorama was when i watched one liter of tears. I was really touched about the story.
I partly read the blogpost of issa and jean because I'am avoiding reading stuffs about what i'am going to whatch.(gomen ne?~) They were right, i need tons of tissue. and as I was saying, I didnt thought that id cry this much, because the star was just a plain boy-girl relationship with a very cute twist. And the movie flows really well. It is a must watch. 5/5 five stars two thumbs up

okays. my heart for japanese boys came back again~
i had this list on my whiteboard before and i even used permanent marker!
♥ TEGOSHI YUYA
♥ MIURA HARUMA
♥ TSUMABUKI SATOSHI
♥ YAMASHITA TOMOHISA
oops. it looks like im forgetting someone.
ohh~ i like JE boys btw.

I THINK I NEED TO resize MY SMILEYS

and Im currently planning on a new layout and
IS IT OKAY TO POST MY CURRENT LAYOUT ON MY BLOGSKIN?
ISNT THIS TOO TRASHY? :3

{29th} backbackback c:

2008-12-29T01:53:00.011+08:00

I WILL REALLY UPDATE TOMORROW.
I WAS JUST WORKING ON THE SLIDING IMAGE CHEVERLOO INSTEAD OF TYPING THE LONG STORY.
I WANT TO WAKE MYSELF UP AT EXACTLY 9:00 AM. goodluck for me XD LOL
thanks ♥♥

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i didn't woke up as planned, 9:00AM became 1:00pm. i slept at 3:00am last night/morning

I draw these past few days and Noelle was one of it, I havent finished any of them yet so i still cant upload it.

Christmas is over, And I can already smell 2009 many already use firecrackers and because im afraid of being shocked, I cant leave the house c: haha.

WARNING! THERE ARE 15 IMAGES.
AND MOST OF THEM ARE PICTURES OF ME

YEAH. that's a hell of a pictures.
I just like taking pictures of my self even though i am UGLY.
1st row: my vanity and im mostly awake at night.
2nd row: my family haha. my dad was drunk last christmas. me and my cousin, and me and that kiddo.

3rd and the first pic on the 4th: SM mall of asia fireworks, and our family day

4th row: my nails are painted lime green=yellow+neon green. and my cousin reading a magazine while resting from cleaning my room c: yeah, we cleaned it
5th: some more vanity. told yah my nails were lime :D yeah im ugleeh~

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I used my old cbox's smileys.

and before i forgot...

tada~

CLICK ME TO VIEW THE GIFT.

{28th} bitter christmas

2008-12-25T23:43:00.005+08:00

I've waited 365 days for this.
I wish that I never expected something.

WHY AM I SO BITTER?!

Continuation:

Christmas is for Children.
It's when you give and show your LOVE to other people.
It's remembering Jesus' birth while showing other people how much you care for them.
Showing it like giving gifts, telling them how important they're to you or telling how you are blessed because they're with you.

I forgot the true meaning of Christmas. At that time I was really self centered, I only thought this way: "yay! its christmas! i'll have many presents!". I didnt recieved that much presents, and i felt that it was really sad. I asked my mum when was her christmas that she did'nt have many gifts, then she said "when I started to get old, but becasue many people love me now and because of my job and im always helping people, they all give gifts, but it doesnt matter anyways, it's really the thought that counts." I said to her that this was my very first Christmas that I havent got many gifts, and she got quite mad, "Christmas isnt only about you right? and you're starting to be old, christmas is only for Kids so grow up." she said.
And now it's starting to sink in.

have a merry christmas guys! for the last 7 minutes, enjoy your christmas.

after realizations and some thinking,maybe im just too childish. sorry If i haven't been here for a while, Ill really update when i have free time.
I'm really busy about drawing - i mean trying to draw. hahaha.
well let me see, this is just a preview on a drawing im currently working on.
her name is Noelle

{27th}1 day to go!

2008-12-24T00:29:00.005+08:00

Im starting to love making skins. After finishing the starbucks-club's layout. I thought that I need to change my skin. I really love the way i did the new skin, and the hard work really pays off. the preview is in my last post acually. I forgot to blog about this, well I guess it's already obvious, THE HEADER IS NEW :)). haha

OMG. only a DAY before christmas? its 1:27am of the 24th already. I planned to put up mini banners as the countdown but i was really busy about wrapping, buying stuffs, christmas party and a hell more. Im thinking on what to give my mom and my dad, because today's their wedding anniversary and tommorow at eve is christmas already. *thinks*
i made this good-girls&boys gift list (those people are simply those who i'll give gifts c:)

1.ate ava
2.pearl
3.amelia
4.steph
5.eunice
6.my affiliates♥

I havent even posted nicolette's mopsicle !
BTW NICOLETTE, WHAT DO YOU WANT YOUR KAWAII MOPSICLE'S NAME TO BE it needs to end with -waii okay? pm me or tag here. Its already finish. and i love it ♥ :)
People started requesting there own mopsicle, im sorry to tell that i already got the first THREE, but your ideas will help me to make new ones. I plan to make a music mopsicle which i will call tuneyPi and I plan to make the sub sporty. So that makes:
MOPSICLES
hapi which ends with ~Pi
kawaii which ends with ~Waii
sporty which ends with ~Pii.

I won at the MAYO AWARDS! I cant believe this :D that was one of first contests I've joined. thank you very much jae.

And here are the first gifts I recieved

from jean.

and specially from pearl, toyobebs, and bel

{25th}

2008-12-21T00:12:00.011+08:00

OMG. i am 13 minutes LATE. sorry.
oh well as i promised, here are your gifts~
Im happy that i have two readers. But hopefully someday, I'll have more. :D

updated!

I pixeled, played pet society, draw and made MOPSICLES for today even if Im really sick . I hope to be well tomorrow. :D bye~

{24th}

2008-12-19T21:29:00.008+08:00

Yay me! - starring london tipton. I wasn't able to watch The suite Life of zack and cody for the past two days :c. The cable connection was interrupted because of the MMDA project wherein they cut trees, posts and everything in the way to "beautify" Manila.

And my friend Abe and I are planning to buy a kimono or a yukata, BUT we do not know where to buy. We both don't know anyone from japan so we can't other people buy those for us. If you know where to buy it here in the Metro Manila area, please tell me so.

I do pixel. and here are my stuffs - me at school and at home

Do you read my Blog Posts?
because its only 6 days before Christmas,
I'll be giving away GIFTS.
For those who really read my posts, and search and explore my stuffs,
You can have your own mopsicle!
This is originally for my dear friends and cyberfriends only,
but since its Christmas I'll give a chance for everyone :D

The simple rules are
write these in the tagboard in the STUFF SECTION.

name

name of your mopsicle (should be ending with Pi eg. haPi)

color[s]

characteristics
ONLY THE FIRST THREE WILL GET IT

MOPSICLE GALORE♥♥♥

{23rd}

2008-12-18T20:07:00.004+08:00

oh my GOD. It's only 7 days before CHRISTMAS. I cant wait for the Noche Buena or the Christmas Eve where the whole family is gathering for plenty of food, GIFT GIVING and remembering the birth of Jesus.

Yesterday, I wasn't able to blog because i wasn't at home. We held the not-so-happy Christmas party. That was the first party where we didn't prepared anything, We just held the party in a nearby fast food chain. There we gave and received gifts. For me, IT WAS A DISASTER.

Yesterday was also the University of the Philippines Centennial Lantern Parade and we, the UPIS students were required to join. IT WAS BLAST. Everyone prepared for it and all of the floats/ Lanterns were AWESOME. But the ones which really made a mark [for me] is the UP mindanao's adarna-looking big bird, the very gorgeous babaylans [they're the most beautiful gays i've ever seen] and the very spectacular carnival-themed set-up of the college of fine arts where I wanna be a part of. During the parade, we also saw many cosplayers and japanese people, we even got a chance to talk to them and to have a picture with them ♥♥. japanese rabu~
To end the massive event, they put up a very wonderful display of fireworks. damn. I dont have any pictures. My friend haven't send it yet. oh well.

just a random question for all of you.
to skin or not to skin?
what i meant was to have a blogskin account or not?
are my works / skills good enough?
Just comment on this post for your answers. I'll definitely wait for your answers!

{22nd} stuffs section : OPENED

2008-12-16T18:13:00.004+08:00

STUFF
i opened the stuff section! woohoo! I planned to open this up a long time ago but since im too busy and too LAZY, its always "yea.. I'll do that tomorrow"
this is the first mopsicle i made, just check out the stuff section for the different sizes and variations of that cute lil monster :3
this is just a preview:
hiPi - HaPi MOPSICLE #1

and another one..

ate ava tagged me.

click me▼

{21st} new layout AGAIN and new life ithink so.

2008-12-15T19:32:00.007+08:00

yosh!
i have a new layout again! :D
yeah again.

i kinda like this one more, it's soo sweet and neat all at the same time. And im starting to like PINK more.

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As i said in my tagboard, I passed the removals and I was really happy about that. But one of us didn't passed so HE needs to transfer to another school. aww :'c

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I LOVE to take pictures. BUT i dont have a camera, neither do my mum and my dad. I asked them to buy me, but my mom said someone said that he'll give my mom one for christmas. I'm so excited oyeah. NEXT sunday I'll get it :D

▼click me to see the pics ▼

BTW, I joined

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{20th} HIATUS

2008-12-10T23:27:00.005+08:00

my FIRST

HIATUS

i'll just make my LAYOUT, finish some business and make some strawberry ice cones and then after that ill be right back.

dont forget to drop some loves.
ciao~

{19th} poptart and more

2008-12-03T19:58:00.020+08:00

These past few days, i wasn't able to blog. I really gave time on understanding "the situation" more. (i'll explain later) And I'm in to taking pictures. My crazy friend MITZ is taking her camera all the time so i always use it. Amelia tagged me, New plans for lemonlimedesu and blahblahblahs.XD click on the words below

heart to heart

plans for lemonlimedesu

tagged

{18th} skwakwa

2008-11-27T21:25:00.004+08:00

skwakwa

: a word which is usually heard from owten people [my batch] it means like SQUATER or a person who live in a depressed area.
THEY really dont mean hurting people, its just a way to make fun of other PEOPLE who have "skwakwa-ish" attitude. :)) PEOPLE who claim themselves as rich even if they're not, or sometimes doing things which a normal skwakwa do.
If your an owten, you might laugh about it, but if not, you may think that it's too harsh to say that.

why did i put skwakwa in my blog post by the way? hehe.
ahh. i remembered that a classmate looks so skwakwa-ish and im really pissed off. :|

HEY. another problem,
WHY DID YOU AGREE THAT I CAN WALK WITH YOU AND THEN SHOO ME AWAY? WTF?!
you know who you are. and it's like whutever. I know you have something important to do BUT PLEASE!!! you should said it the time i asked you if i can join.

AND!!
we now have CompSci, and im always motivated to go to school every CS day because I WANT TO LEARN MORE HTML~ :D *hearts*

LASTLY
THANKS FOR YOUR COMMENTS ON MY NEW LAYOUT!!!
I appreciated all of it. DO comment on it more, i accept critiques.

{17th} new layout desu~

2008-11-25T22:09:00.007+08:00

ばか　です　ね？！　

世。まりあん　ばか　です！！！

yo. Isn't it stupid having a new layout, and forgeting about your past layout?
haha. I forgot to save a copy of my old skin, and also forgot to take ascreenshot of it for the last time, AND most of all, I also forgot getting the "contests" page. BAKAAA~ toyobebs aka kikkomansoysos told me before that changing your layout / skin will make people more interested in visiting you blog. And that was really a good point.For me, having many skins, specially personally made ones, makes me want to visit that blog over and over again.
BUT BECAUSE i dont have enough time and enough skill plus im not as GOOOOOD as my dear toyobebs is, I wasnt able to make another one fastly, actually, this layout totally took me 3 days to make. haha 3 DAYS!!! ♥ new everything :D
♥CHANGEABLE BACKGROUND
♥wordpress-y skin
♥scrolling shoutbox?! hehe
♥gay-ish read more? thingy

desktop screenshot baby!! because im goldfish-brained.:)

Ill be adding the Contests & Stuffs section next week-end :D

btw, thanks PEARL for this award,

{1} repost
{2} tag three people who suits for the award
{3} here's the image: http://i239.photobucket.com/albums/ff153/dramaqueen131403/awardcopy.jpg :D

tagging:

TOYOBEBS, AMELIA and STEPHANIE

and thanks again to everyone for giving positive comments about my new layout :D specially amelia. She also put me in one of her blog post. And to be given a comment by a very good blogskinn-er :)) is really awesome. XD

{16th} minna tadaimaaa~

2008-11-20T20:54:00.002+08:00

IM BACK GUYS.

There were many things that happened these past few weeks so i wasn't able to visit my blog.

{1st}OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU HUBBY TEGOSHI~!!!
it was my TEGOSHI YUYA's birthday last nov 11, and now he's an adult yay. he's 21 now~ I love him, he gives me inspiration *hearts*

{2nd} i failed at geometry, and almost in chemistry
yeah i'm a dumbo. or whatever you call it. I fail in almost all of what i do. OR is it only me who thinks about it that way. I dont submit homeworks, sleep in classes,curse freakin' teachers, sleep during exams and cut classes. That WAS me, the MARIAN who doesn't have any motivation to go to school. I just figured that out when i had my failing grades. REALIZING was too late. I should have thought of that way before this shitty thing happened. I got my first failing mark this first Quarter of my 9th year in UPIS. AND now i got my second, MY GEOMETRY GRADE. and now this is for REAL, because i failed, i have to take the REMOVAL EXAM and if i fail that, i would've to either transfer to another school(of course i dont want that) or to repeat MATH9g while seeing my batchmates graduating.

Another one was this FXCKING TEACHER, who said that I failed at her class(which i really worked hard for). ISNT THAT FXCKING AMAZING?! I who is really lazy transformed into a better student from 1st quarter AND WORKED HARD for a good grade in ONLY that subject, FAILED??!! whatever maam.fxu. AFTER SHE SAID THAT, I cried and that was the only time I cried that much, It was really frustrating.
A DAY AFTER... I got sick, I wasnt able to go to school and suddenly while im resting someone texted(sms-ed) "hindi ka bagsak sa ____!" i thouyght someone was just playing atrick on me. Then a there was the CALL, she said that i didnt failed and the way she said it was as if i was the one who made a mistake.fxu. i hate her.

{3rd}HAPPY(?) FIESTA~!!
It was the celebration which FILIPINOs celebrate annually. We dont usually serve extravagant food after my grandma died. BUT THIS TIME, my cousin who dont like guys and is 38 already told us that she'll be married soon and will bring her soon to be hubby at our home on the fiesta day. WE WERE SHOCKED. We quickly planned for a special fiesta celebration SO THAT HER SOON-TO-BE-HUBBY WOULDN'T CHANGE HIS MIND XD.
haha everyone participated in the preparation. and it was fun. There were many colorful stuffs outside and I also had a chance to play with a game where you can win a COLORED chick, i got a neon pink chick and a purple one. BUT!!! that day was also the CARD-giving DAY and i was scared. doki-doki~

{4th}SCOLDED or not? guess what? :)
I prepared my self to be scoleded to the max. BUT all my parents said was the SWEETEST THINGS, they told how much they love me, that everything they do is oly just for me and all of those cheesy stuffs. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. but they asked for some stuffs: IF I FAILED AT SOMETHING AGAIN THIS 3RD QUARTER, I NEED TO QUIT SWIMMING. AND SOME TIME Management. thats all.

{5th}NEW LIFE DESU~
I WILL:
do everything so that my parents can have something to be proud of about their only daughter
listen to what they say
Study harder
etc.etc.etc.

and as a part of that "change" i also changed my personal computer theme. love it :D

click the image to see it clearly

{15th} tagged and rant

2008-11-09T18:58:00.003+08:00

1. each blogger must post this rules
2. each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves
3. blogger that are tagged need write about their own blog their ten things and post these rules. you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. don`t forget to live them comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

Ten Random Facts about ME:
1. I dont have any sibling
2. I opened lemonlimedesu this october 10,
3. I LOVE CHOCOLATES AND STRAWBERRIES :))
4. I dont have a bestfriend
5. I hate reading, specially tagalog ones
6. I'm into JPOP and JDRAMAS <3>jasper, kendrick,
9. I hate pets. and i dont have one :D
10. I WANT A NIKON D60!!! c:

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ctrl+A & ctrl+C please

tagging everyone:D
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I HATE THEM~
does it mean that i'll be a "JAPAYUKI" is im a japanophile?!
of course not!
my family doesnt understand how i appreciate JAPAN and everything japanese.
they think that appreciating japan means going there, being a prostitute and marrying a japanese an be his sex toy forever.

THAT's NOT IT ASSH*LES!
at least have respect. dont make fun or whatever you want to do with my ideas and dreams.
fcuk you all. If i live there, im not going to ask any of you to come with me!

hehe

{14th} yesterday was crazy

2008-11-07T23:02:00.003+08:00

grabbed from gel

Do you have the following in your bedroom?

Condoms: no.
Tampons: no.
Mobile phone: yes.
Chair/stool: yes.
Dresser: yes.
Computer: yes.
Pictures: yes.
Mirror: yes.
Skateboard: no.
Clothes: yes.
Smoke detector: no.
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drum: no.
Locking door: no.
Bottle of water: no.
Medals/ribbons: no.
CDs: yes.
Flag: yes. upvst flag >.< style="font-style: italic;">"newniform". Patter said that he wants to join. shall i join too?:D

i ate too much yesterday. hahaha
bfast- rice+pork steak
snack- cookies + carbonara
lunch- rice+pork steak
snack again- cookies
Dinner- veggies and something-balls and rice
Dinner part two- crab, shrimp and rice
Dinner part three- chicken pizza
snack- two choco ice popsicles

haha. i know that's too much XD
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bel gave this

thanks

{13th} F and pissed

2008-11-06T19:28:00.006+08:00

F

first day of classes...
i wasn't excited about this "back-to-school" thing unlike any other. I really hate school now. Maybe its because i dont have enough friends or real buddies, or am i the only one thinking about this.
I have friends, they're many, but they also have friends, BEST friends. I may have many, but i lack that "someone". Is it really necessary to have your best friend? Im thinking about this because i had a problem that i kept in myself for along time, and this will be the first time that i'll be telling someone or i mean something[my blog] about this. I have my classmates whom i go with to the canteen, whom i walk with when were transferring from rooms, whom i eat together, do pair works, groupworks and homeworks, whom i tell my secrets to, whom i chat with, BUT is that enough? Can i really call them friends? I know its kinda harsh to say that i dont feel the same way as they do or the way they trust me. WHY? because in many times, i feel alone, THEY also have their own FRIENDS, BOYFRIENDS, WORKS, CLUBS, PROBLEMS and LIFE too. I think they can easily replace me with a new one if anything happens. And if their BOYFRIENDs is there, it seems like they are a totally different persona, you can see the bubbly, sweet type that you can barely see if you're with them. YEAH, i dont have that special someone, but who cares?, i dont need "him" anyway. [okay, i guess in this situation, i really need.:'c] SOMETIMES, i also expect something. In groupings, iknow that we cant really work with each other, but PLEASE!! just first ask my situation before grouping yourselves! your only thinking about yourselves. We were left with i think irresponsible people(sorryboys c:). Why am i ranting about this. :))

All i want to say is I NEED SOMEONE!!! someone who can be my real best friend.

IM AN INTROVERT SO DON'T EXPECT ME TO TALK THAT MUCH.
i may be talkative in the cyberworld, and in this blog, but only my family and you only know who the real marian is. I dot say what i want to say at school, and i want to change that attitude. so by blogging, im building my self.

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ANOTHER ONE, this 1st quarter, i had a failing grade, yeah. an effing big F, 46 card points. and that was my first. CHEMISTRY is the subject. I hate failing. well, who doesnt? i think i worked hard to make it pass this 2nd quarter.
MY FILIPINO GRADES broke down. haha broke down. From 70 to a flat. A flat 50. ouch. we studied about Jose Rizal this 1st Quarter, then we started reading one of his famous writings which is called "Noli Me Tangere". BUT! i didn't read the book so i got that grade. i thought i'd fail, but thanks lord, i didnt. I'll just work hard this 3rd Qtr. I promise. and you're a witness. :D

Im TIRED and BORED. Nothing good happens that can make my hs more interesting. ONLY swimming makes me happy, and also blogging. I only wait until the school end so that i can train and also see my *kyaaa~* inspiration.

btw
NEW SUBJECTS :D
we now have BAKING baby~ yeah baking :D buhbye drafting and weird electronics!!
welcome terror teacher and HOT ovens :D

and Business Communication :D sounds great neh? but we had a grouping again, and it was homogeneous. amp. i was one of the "quiet ones" as always.

{12th} i love SG

2008-11-05T18:43:00.004+08:00

hahas :D <3
edit: "is y" to was our hahasXD

{11th} random

2008-11-02T19:28:00.009+08:00

I put my laptop in my sanctuary already. :D since i dont have my own room and i only have a little space where the huge mirror, a little bed, my book shelves and cabinet are there, i used to put it in the sala or living room. but the internet connection in the house is being fixed. So the "family" computer is working again and i already have a reason to put my my laptop to its original place :) *look! it's haruhi~*

yeah. i watched ouran and it was really amazing. and i love this part.

btw. i joined here..

boredom>.<

vintage boredom

tried to draw anime [click to enlarge]

haaayy... back to school, yesterday was enrollment day and tomorrow will be the start of classes.

{10th} happy halloween

2008-11-01T15:54:00.005+08:00

omedetou~

okay, im done with judging, unluckily, pao-nee it's around so i judged it by myself.
I thought that it will go smoothly but i felt that it was really hard choosing among those really good blog. I kept opening their blog again and again. haha I also asked my lil cousin's opinion. But i came to this decision...

the winners' button will be posted on my sidebar for a month or until i host another contest[that means a long time :)] congrats~ yatta~

i joined my first contest but i unluckily didn't won.
here's he banner~

{9th} "photoshopaholic" = marian

2008-10-31T00:00:00.006+08:00

I dont know WHY I REALLY LOVE PHOTOSHOP. Maybe Its because I can explore my creativeness and it really shows who the real me is.

for example...

click the image to enlarge

see. I created my twin within seconds! :D hehe
MUST LOVE PHOTOSHOP!

btw. i painted my nails neon pink and now its for real. The pink nails aren't photoshopped.
tata. tomorrow will be the judgement day!!! maybe i'll need a help on judging so I'll try PAO-nee aka toyobebs to help me with it :D

{8th} wEiRdO

2008-10-29T22:55:00.005+08:00

PROBLEMo

do you find using fReAkIn sTiCkY cApS and H-ish words such as mHae instead of mae cute?!
I think its really iww. Yeah, im not perfect, maybe my english is really crappy, and neither do my Tagalog.

"hElLow pOhh. qUmuStah nAh?????=) MiZzz qUoh nA pOh U."

haha. translation {tagalog}

"Hello po. Kumusta na?=) Miss ko na po ikaw"

translation in english

"Hello. Howdy?=) I missed you."

see the F-ing difference?
I usually see this type of way through people through text/sms here in the philippines.
BUT not all Filipinos type like that.
Dont read the stuffs written under the red line its only about what i think and feel. "racist"&/or too stereotypical as you can say.
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I think people who type like that are too cheap. walang breeding. It's really hard to read, why bother your self pressing the lowest right button to change capitalization? or why bother pressing the SHIFT or CAPS LOCK key again and again?

okay you can continue reading after the green line
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Okay. done with one major rant.:))

i wanna share about the very awesome thing my dear TOYOBEBS made

and i've made the "banner" here it is douzo~

{7th} blogskin for a friend

2008-10-29T00:34:00.005+08:00

hey yo. i made a skin for a dear friend. click the image for preview. she haven't see it yet. do you think she'll like it? i know that she love red, she's quite emotional.
APPLE is one of my new friends that i really treasure that much. She helped me through a lot. Please do visit her http://aporuchandesu.blogspot.com/.

BTW, im liking the song just stand up by awesome female artists.

Just Stand Up - Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Mary J. Blige, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Miley Cyrus, Melissa Etheridge, Ashanti, Natasha Bedingfield, Keyshia Cole, Ciara, Leona Lewis, Leann Rimes, & Carrie Underwood

i also have new downloadable backgrounds i hope you like it :D
AND update for the snap awrds : there are already 8 contestants. :) yay.

and i hoined a contest btw. its my FIRST contest. i hope it'll go well.

{6th} f*ckin' pervs

2008-10-28T14:32:00.007+08:00

HEY.

i had this freakin' problem, or im still having it. I dont know if i will tell my parents about this. I really hate men. I think every man is pervert. I had already 4 encounters with really pervert people that i really dont know.
THE FIRST ONE was when i was 9 years old, i was asked by my mom to by something at the sari-sari store* , my friend accompanied me with his bike so there was the two of us, then a man came the he said was like wanna come with me?, the he started touching my arm, we were little then so i really dont know what he meant, my friend was younger than me, i smelled something fishy about what he said, but my parents told that i shouldnt talk to strangers. he drove our bike as far as we can, there was no people there so no one saw him. then i didnt told my parents about that.
NEXT was when my friends and i was going home. me, mitz and carmina. when going home, you will pass through mount tralala, or the "NO trespassing" way. we took the mt.tralala path so we were talking about a gay classmate, then a man wearing a yellow cap was sitting there, i only thought that he was only sitting there, then carmina pointed the man the she shouted. then we saw that he was playing with his thing down there. and we ran as fast as we can. no one helped us. but the school put a guard at that place after that happened.
THE THIRD ONE happened just last Friday. yeah. LAST Friday. HEY UPIS PEOPLE!! LISTEN TO THIS. last friday was upisvst party day. but before that, i went to upis, it was 3pm then and i was confident that i can go there safely, i saw a "biker" with his attire and bike peeing there, yeah, many men pee there so i thought taht it was normal, then he looked at me and zipped his pants. yeah. i saw his.. then i walked really fast, then he said, "hi puke, virgin ka pa ba?" it was like, hi vagina, are you still virgin?" i was really scared and ran as fast as i can again, my umbrella turned upside down and i crossed the avenue without looking at the cars. i was really scared that i cant sleep that night just thinking about that.
THE LAST ONE was yesterday. after training, i went home, rode the bus and sat at the second row, so im near the driver. i was thinking so much then, and no one was sitting beside me. A man entered the bus and sat beside me, he tapped me with his red bench paper bag. then i was really scared, but i didn't do anything, i thought twas only an accident, the he said "happy valentines day." then i started to panic, and called the "conductor" .. i said "KUYA!!!! natatakot ako," its like "Hey sir!! im scared" while pointing to that crazy man, then he told that freakin' crazy man to leave the bus immediately. thank god.

Im not really beautiful, nor sexy, but what the hell is on those frekin' perverts minds?
Or there really crazy, or they only want to have sex?!
i wish that im secured always, i want a peaceful place where i can live safely.
i dont want these to happen again.
should i bring a wepon to protect my self or is this already fine?
oh dammit. should i say these to may parents or what? .. :/

{5th} tadaa~ FIRST CONTEST

2008-10-26T23:23:00.008+08:00

YAY! so i now i opened this snap* blog awards. Im new at this kind of stuff. so this is my first try. basically, i haven't tried joining anything like this. c: and i hope everything will be fine. *prays*

tadaa~

THE CREATIVE JUICE AWARD

- the one who'll win this has the best layout, the most creative and artistic graphics, color combination and overall awesomeness of the blog itself.

requirements
originality is a must.
color combination
neatness
its okay if you only downloaded the layout, or someone made it for you, but its more on how you use and carry the creativeness of the whole layout. but please, no ripped layouts.

"THE" BLOG AWARD

- this award is for he overall awesome award, im not only looking for the physical things in it, but also the brains behind it.

requirements
ORIGINALITY, the skin and the main content and blogposts.
creativeness
neatness

popularity

*the SNAP means, i'll be and accepting and scanning blogs for only FIVE DAYS, and that starts today, october 27,2008 and will end on the end of the month, 12:00midnight. the winners will know if they won on the first day of november that will also be the snap judging will happen.

The winner's name or button will be posted for a month in my sidebar. Isn't that awesome?! :DD

tag me in the my cbox if you're interested, please put the url of your button. thanks. or comment in this blogpost. :D thankies :D

FOR INFOS AND UPDATES, CLICK THE BUTTON ON THE RIGHT SIDEBAR
or simply click me. you can also see the contestants there. :)
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currently
eating: mcdonald's fries
drinking: coke
listening:nothing

{4th}long time no post desu~

2008-10-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

hi BLOG!!! i missed you soo much.

As i told you in my past post, we went too uaap season 71 at trace aquatic center :) and it was really awesome. The people were really great and awesome. In those 4 days, i felt like i was a part of that team, even though i dont have any event,we were cheering as much as we can until our strength and voices were gone. I saw enchong
dee and he was super cute and he was AWESOME. BUT!! all UPVST men were HANDSOME, CUTE, nvkjsbhfkvj everything :D and they were really kind :) i wish i can go there next year too. :D i wish XD

yikee. marian's having a crush again *dammit* hehe, im not in to JE and japanese boys right now, and i really dont WHY! maybe its because i look up to some "real" people. They are both awesome upswimmers, the one have a chance to compete at the next london olympics, while the other one is really great at taking pictures which i'm also in to. hehe. sukisukisukiii~ :3

I made drew our group project and i think it was fine :D, i want to color it though, but we dont have time. it caused a little conflict for mitz, apol and me in doing this project. And i still dont know if its already fine. but i think its okay now. we talked as if nothing happened. And thats fine :D

yosh. ill blog about some stuffs later~ bye

{3rd} poorness :)) LOL

2008-09-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

hey blog! haha, i didn't went to practice today cause my buddy mitz needs to buy her swimsuit, we also finished the APE, and OMG! the doctor touched my breasts. (o___O) hahahas:))
i saw some street vendor selling fake havaianas, and it was for P200.00, and the original was like P600++ to thousands, i looked closely then i saw that it was really alike, but when i touched the "havaianas", it felt that it was easy to remove so i left. haha. Then the idea popped out, "I WANT A NEW PAIR OF FLIP FLOPS" then i wanted to buy a pair of havs, but i dont have any money, i went to robinsons place ermita to look for the prices, first i went to the female section of the department store, unluckily, THERE WASNT ANY SIZE FOR ME, i saw the pink banana peel flip flops and it was for 180 or 130 something, btw, my shoe size is 10 on female, 8 in males. :) LOL. Then i asked the sales lady where are the other slippers, then sh said
" ah miss wala nang kasya sa'yo eh, punta ka na lang sa havaianas, diretsuhin mo yan tapos kumaliwa ka, nasa tapat yun ng cindirilla" haha. she meant Cinderella. when i arrived at the store, it felt like i was in heaven :)) LOL, then when i saw the orange havaianas top, the size fits me and when i looked o its price, it was jsflhgvsjhdg 600++ pesos, and at that moment, i knew that my money was really limited, haha. but i want that!! *promises her self to buy that expensive thing as a gift for herself this christmas* but come to think of it, buying a pair of havaianas here in the ph means only being in the trend and that youre not thinking about the difference on what you need and what you want its just a trend, sosyal, mayaman, "IN", trendy its just an ordinary flip flops as you can see, or its just my super ego that makes me think of buying that ~~twice~~ thrice, or even 96598326975 times. HAHAHA. its just a pair of flip flops, ill stop ranting about this stuff. haha :) i bought 2 pairs of tribu flip flops for only P350.00 haha, it was sale eh, buy one take one XDD maybe its cheap, but i trust the quality of Tribu, and its made in the philippines, so why not try and support their brand :) haha. am i just making excuses coz its too cheap? :)) LOL but i still want to buy the havaianas :)) haha.
AND! i want to introduce HiPi!! the first mopsicle i made! haha :))

{2nd} working up with the layout

2008-09-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

we have chem review, PE [physical exam] & training tomorrow, i haven't read noli me tangere& we have an exam on that due on tuesday. and we'll leave the school on wed for the uaap comp in laguna :) yay. im relaxed because i dont have any event :))

okay, i kinda changed the header, and added some stuffs,
added:
links
art
contest( im planning to host a contest and join other contests as well.)

but im still working on
home
girl
site
welcome

ill add some stuffs in the art & gifts section if i have some time, and ill try again to finish everything. btw, link me and ill also link you in return :) hahas.

rant.
why do they need to tagalize (to change the languge into tagalog, btw, tagalog is the language used by filpinos) american songs??!!
i really hate it, first when i heard in the radio that there was a tagalog version of LOW, i dont like the song but the tagolog version made me hate it so much.
then the song of rihanna, umbrella. its really really BAD.
it went like this,

"di ka na mababasa ng ula-an, di na, di na hinde, hinde"

it meant like, you're to going to be wet in rain, not ever again, not ever again, no, no instead of under my umbrella, ella ,ella, ella eh, eh,
and then i heard clumsy by fergie, damn it, i really hate it.

it was meant to be in english, why not make your own music, dont just copy the melody.

some pics :

{1st} first normal post

2008-09-20T22:41:00.004+08:00

yeah baby. i havent finished this site because of too many school works,
ill try to work on it tomorrow
&& im really happy because,
i got my upvst jacket, and the uaap competition's already next week, even though i dont have any event, im still excited.
i bought 3 new nail polish
the hell week's over
and i have tanlines

haha, that's for now.